do something
to me
that can’t be reversed
hurt someone
with me
scratch off my skin
piss in my mouth
slice your hand with the knife
the long way
drip blood into my mouth
take my blood too
connect with me,
forever,
molecularly
rub your wounds on mine, raw
feel the tortured, burning
pain I feel,
cry in my arms
hit me, kick me
put your fingers inside me
let me force myself onto you
come in you,
then go limp
do something
irreversible with me
do something
for the first
and only time—
with me

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You hear our prayers?