do something
to me
that can’t be reversed
hurt someone
with me
scratch off my skin
piss in my mouth
slice your hand by the knife
the long way
drip blood into my mouth
take my blood too
connected to me,
forever,
molecularly
rub your wounds on mine, raw
feel the tortured, burning
pain I feel,
cry in my arms
hit me, kick me
put your fingers inside me
force yourself onto me
come in me,
then go limp
do something
irreversible to me
do something
for the first
and only time—
with me

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lord hear our prayer.